You ever look at someone and think..wow my life is hard but it isn’t that hard. I deal with that state of mind all the time. While I don’t think I have an ego or anything like that to an extreme. I know I have put myself into a situation that is much better than at least half the people I know.
I focus on what I can do to make myself and the people I interact with feel better. Not happy so much as content with the moment. I never dig into people or ask a million questions. For some reason I have a face that people just tell me all sorts of nonsense.
For example I have been told at random about stories of revenge. How someone wants revenge so badly that it just overwhelms them. It has to be spit out to someone and some of the time it’s me. I hear stories about drug abuse, struggle, and how some time people turn themselves around from being very bad.
Revenge is never a good thing to want but have I ever felt it? Of course I have. It was never an easy to feel and to this day I am a pretty unforgiving guy about how I deal with the people in my life that do wrong by me. I always give people ONE chance and the few times that I have given more it was because of some stupid endless hope I felt towards that person.
90% of the time I am wrong and I learn from it.